What... did he want right now? He was surrounded by things that he enjoyed seeing, and people he enjoyed being around for sure. Could he say 'more of this' without sounding indecisive?

"I..." He shrugged high. "Do you... ever have this sense like, you don't know how and you don't know when, but you just get this feeling that something is going to pull that tablecloth carrying all the things in life that you enjoy and everything will scatter all over the place?"

He eased closer, and instead rest his forehead against Alastor's front. "I want things like this. I want to keep living the life I have right now, in this moment, without feeling like something might be coming that'll just... try and stop it all entirely."