"Hmm, yes, well..." Alastor squeezed Lucifer's hold in return. He doesn't...
...Yes. He doesn't want to go. Even if he fears he might... he doesn't want to leave.
What a scary thought.
"Whatever failings you had. It was Lilith's decision to answer by leaving. She's Fallen, too, the first human to Fall. Her choices led her there and one cannot imagine she would be so much higher than any other mortal soul," Alastor speculated, keeping them gently swaying. "Blaming oneself is hardly a useful tool - self flagellation is merely a distraction from pursuing what you want in the now. So, Lucifer... what do you want right now?"
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...Yes. He doesn't want to go. Even if he fears he might... he doesn't want to leave.
What a scary thought.
"Whatever failings you had. It was Lilith's decision to answer by leaving. She's Fallen, too, the first human to Fall. Her choices led her there and one cannot imagine she would be so much higher than any other mortal soul," Alastor speculated, keeping them gently swaying. "Blaming oneself is hardly a useful tool - self flagellation is merely a distraction from pursuing what you want in the now. So, Lucifer... what do you want right now?"