lonelysmiles: (Introduction - Nervous)

[personal profile] lonelysmiles 2024-03-27 02:20 am (UTC)(link)
The disappointment forced Alastor's eyes to snap open. No. Not now. He couldn't sleep now.

"Sorry, sir," Alastor apologized as he sat up, ignoring the way his heartrate refused to just settle down. "I figured I probably got a bad cut and decided to get everything back under control. I'm fine now."

Perfection was their brand. Vox was perfect and could make himself even more.

Vox had made Alastor perfect. He would not let a bit of wear and tear make him obsolete.
lonelysmiles: (Oh shi-!)

[personal profile] lonelysmiles 2024-03-27 02:29 am (UTC)(link)
He would never refuse a dance with his Overlord under normal circumstances.

Right now, however, looking into Vox's screen was making his eyes water. A headache he had been too tired to take notice of pounded into a full-on migraine.

Too bright. Vox was too bright.

"Sir, I think we need to get back out there. We're leaving your guests wanting."
lonelysmiles: (From Behind - Clutching Head)

[personal profile] lonelysmiles 2024-03-27 02:43 am (UTC)(link)
"I'm fine. I just feel a bit warm. Too warm. Probably the cocaine," he weakly protested.

He's going to throw you out! Get it together!

His signal was spiraling wildly, a box of spare lightbulbs somewhere close by popping almost all at once.

Suddenly he wasn't backstage somewhere. He was in a filthy alley, a John's hand tightly gripping his hip.

Y͈̻͔̌̃͂̀͜ö̲̭́͘ǔ̟̜̠̎͋ ̢̛͖̎w̞̗̝̃͒̓ą̛̠̹͑̍͋͟ṉ̪́̿ţ̹̞̓̀͝ ͈͈̿͞ä̛̤̞̻̥̏̚ ͔̒m̢̖̏̍͗ͅe͇̎a̲̪͛͠l͓͂,̡̤̳̓̄͌ ̰͑dö̜̤́͠n'̪͕̩̃̀̓̋͜t͕̊ y̢͎̜̒̀͠ȏ͚̻͆ü̫̳̜̈̓̅͜?

He closed his eyes and leaned towards the John, lips slightly parted. He was so tired he could drop.

No. He wasn't in an alley. He was backstage. With his overlord. Wasn't he?

He started to shake as his body's exhaustion fought with the cocaine's stimulation.
lonelysmiles: (From Behind - Clutching Head)

[personal profile] lonelysmiles 2024-03-27 02:51 am (UTC)(link)
"I can do it," he murmured. "I can. I'll...I'll just rearrange a few more things. Breakfast can wait until after tomorrow morning's shoot. Or would that be more like lunch? I can skip it instead. No problem."

He didn't have any shoots in the morning.
lonelysmiles: (From Behind - Slumped)

[personal profile] lonelysmiles 2024-03-27 02:54 am (UTC)(link)
"Jess needta counter the uppers," Alastor slurred. "I'm fine. At VoxTek...perfection is our...brand. Trust..."

He slumped into Vox's arms, going limp.
lonelysmiles: (From Behind - Slumped)

[personal profile] lonelysmiles 2024-03-27 03:06 am (UTC)(link)
After about half an hour, there was a knock on the dressing room door.

"Mr. Vox? Are you there? Your guests are wondering where you are."

Alastor didn't even twitch at the knocking. Unusual given he was normally such a light sleeper.
lonelysmiles: (It was my idea)

[personal profile] lonelysmiles 2024-03-27 03:26 am (UTC)(link)
"Vox! Good to see you haven't left!" one potential business partner greeted.

Two actors and an actress off to one side were looking towards Vox with eager anticipation. One of the actors adjusted his coat before striding over.

"Hey, Boss. Couldn't help noticing your shadow vanished. Need someone to fill his spot?"

The actor had been contracted to Vox for about two years. A fine up-and-comer whose popularity didn't rival Alastor’s. Yet.
lonelysmiles: (Maybe!)

[personal profile] lonelysmiles 2024-03-27 11:42 am (UTC)(link)
Alastor would’ve realized he was in Deep Shit and been appropriately submissive.

This man? Had no idea.

"Two, actually." He grinned as he walked with Vox. Like a lamb to slaughter. "I hit Number 2 in the popularity polls last week."
lonelysmiles: (Does that make me insane?)

[personal profile] lonelysmiles 2024-03-27 12:10 pm (UTC)(link)
"It's 'Blaze', sir. Short for 'Starblaze'?" he offered hopefully.

However, his grin widened and his tail wagged. A role that Alastor didn't have the right chops for? A chink in the armor! Old bastard couldn't play every role after all!

"I'd be happy to step up, sir," he said with clearly false modesty.

Here was his chance to prove himself to the Boss and knock Alastor off the top spot! That busted old radio couldn't keep it forever!

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Meanwhile in the dressing room, Alastor groaned and sat up, bringing a hand to his head. Pings were stabbing at his aching brain like needles, but they weren't signals being sent directly to him from Vox. No, they were phone notifications chiming away like tinkling gunshots.

He slowly pulled his phone out of his pocket, sitting up as he tried to get his bearings. He was...what was he doing again? He was at some gig but which one?

He turned on the screen, looking down at his lockscreen of Vox from one of his advertisements, the company motto burning into his retinas:

At VoxTek, perfection is our brand. Trust us.

Four digits never felt so exhausting as he tapped out his passcode. He swiped down to see the alerts.

His blood froze.

Project after project alerted as "Reassigned".

"No! No no no no!" He kept swiping through the alerts before clearing them all and going to his calendar.

Most of his carefully-balanced schedule had been cleared.

"No no no!"
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lonelysmiles: (Staggering Through the Ruins)

[personal profile] lonelysmiles 2024-03-27 12:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Starblaze paled. "V-Valentino?! Wait! Sir! Boss! Please reconsider! I'm sure Alastor would be waaaay more qualified in that role!"

Everyone knew the hasbeens were sent to Valentino to squeeze every last drop of money out of their dwindling popularity.

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A sane and rational man would take the clearing of his schedule and a trunk blocking his door as a sign to get what rest he could before he was thrown to the dogs. Particularly when he was running on fumes and cocaine.

Alastor was neither sane nor rational at the moment. Instead, he took a few minutes to have a good cry. Then he shoved the trunk out of the way, struggling for every inch.

He swapped his now-sweaty jacket and shirt for something else that would match in the dressing room before sitting down in the makeup chair. His hair and face was a mess.

Clean off the old makeup. Ignore the haggard appearance hiding beneath it. Start fixing your hair. Then you can apply new. He forced himself to lose himself in the simple rhythm of routine.

At VoxTek, perfection is our brand. Trust us.
lonelysmiles: (Chatting)

[personal profile] lonelysmiles 2024-03-27 02:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Once everything looked perfect, Alastor straightened his back and took a few deep breaths.

He'd had some rest. He could last the rest of the party. He could do this.

He rose from the makeup chair and left the dressing room, shutting the door tightly behind him. After a moment to get his bearings, he walked back out into the crowd.

"Alastor! Look here!" A phone flash going off.

"Oh, there you are! Marvelous performance earlier!"

"Where did you disappear to?"

Alastor focused on the last question, smiling genially as another camera flash took a picture. "I was a bit sweaty from the stage lights, I'm afraid! I wanted to look my best for all of you!"

He slowly scanned the room, hunting for his overlord. There. Over by Zeezi. He could start making the rounds and working his way there.
lonelysmiles: It's adorable! (Look At You Threatening Me!)

[personal profile] lonelysmiles 2024-03-27 02:50 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yes, sir. Apologies for taking so long."

Not a hair out of place. Not a quiver in his voice despite his deference.

If Vox hadn't seen him backstage, he might not have even realized that Alastor was acting perfectly well. (How many times had Alastor effectively lied to his face over these past several weeks?)

Alastor bent his head respectfully to Vox's guest. "Overlord Zeezi, always a pleasure to see you."
lonelysmiles: (Chatting)

[personal profile] lonelysmiles 2024-03-27 03:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Alastor's signal was very tired but still keeping up the performance as much as possible. He would do Vox proud.

At VoxTek, perfection is our brand. Trust us.

Alastor chuckled. "I'd be honored to perform another one, Overlord Zeezi, but I learned that it takes a lot of talent and skill to sing more than just one of those songs at a time. My throat was killing me for days afterward from just that cameo."

Modesty blended with a clear compliment to Zeezi and her taste in music. Grunge did take a lot of vocal work his voice box had not enjoyed in the least bit.
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